she makes me wanna say la la la la~

you my new obsession, all I want to do, you my new obsession girl.
I feel on top of the world with you baby, I wanna dance and party tonight,
I feel on top of the world with my lady, I'm gonna rock your body all night.
she makes me wanna say la la la la, la la la la, la la la la,  la la la la,  la la la la,  la la la la,  la la la la,  la la la la, ohh~ :))

IN LOVE WITH NEBULA.

been searching ideas to do some hispter poster and stuff. :D
found out that them hispter's element use quite lots on space, nebula, scenery, and of course! triangles! *show illuminati hand sign* >:D
I'll do more! wish can print out some posters set!
please do look forward and support support! *wink* ;))

till then,
cheers!

Joseph yap.

extreme hair cut make over!

should have post this last night but too tired and excited with new hair cut! LOL

alrighty no further bullshit, enjoy the photos and description! :D

 diploma she's my junior, degree we are the same level. Reia Beishan ladies and gentlemen!

 snap take one! (without spec)

 snap take two! I'm ready to take it! (with spec)

she said she looks like a crazy woman! xD (so poh)

slicked back style! KNEEL YOU MEWLING QUIM! (act silly Loki'D)

 drag her back from the edge of the world and made her my college mate as well! (graduated under one roof, diploma & degree, just different courses. )

 disturb while she's doing her highlight. :D

snap take three! long hair gone! :'D

snap take four! cutting in progress! (while in the progress really look silly and back to primary again! xD)

 DONE! GDRAGON'S OH YEAH MV HAIRSTYLE! (///v///)

and Vv done her's too! :D 

 like this! like this! like this this this this this! oh yeah! (so short jor!)

introducing my beloved & respected stylist! Benny Coco! salute!

love this photo more than words can describe. (although excited first time snap photo with her so close have to act cool face! xD) (#^v^#)v

all well ends well! they like it, I'm glad and proud to bring and to share along with!
hope can hang out more often with her! (///v///)

happy day! happy Saturday! hello again, to all my friends, together we can play some #Rock n' Roll!

I date you and my friends said hang out on the #WEEKENDS!!! #nowplaying SKRILLEX

ohh too! unexpected bum into one of the designer lady who are building her fame up lately! Abs Lee! :))

till then,

cheers!

Joseph Yap.

keep calm and stay homestuck hipster version sticker sketch.

taadaa! this is one of the item that I'll sell at animangkaki 2013!
homestuck into hispter style! LOL!
will make into sticker! sticker! sticker! :D
decided to keep some white space while cutting it. (thanks for the advice from milady chrissy!)
now still deciding the quantity and size. *scratch scratch head*
more will come! please do look forward!

till then,
cheers.

Joseph Yap, 2013.

keep calm and stay homestuck animated gif!

had fun making this gif!
to the other fans who's into homestuck too!
my latest obsession. :)

till then,
cheers.

Joseph Yap, 2013.

If I could turn back time...

If I could turn back time,
I would never spoil my sister for helping her so much.

If I could turn back time,
I would let go that falsehood and unrealistic relationship so I won't have heartache now.

If I could turn back time,
I would like to say I wanna date you with the girl I'm so heart pain every time I look at her photos.

If I could turn back time,
I would really do my best in my study time.

If I could turn back time,
I would never gang with those I shall not gang with.

If I could turn back time,
I would join more events and competition more than I do now.

If I could turn back time,
I will never break my parents heart. (worst ever)

If I could turn back time,
I will dare dare ask out the girl(s) I like to go for a date and never drag.

If I could turn back time,
I will also dare dare walk over to the other classroom and say, hi, my name is jospookytakeshi. (wink)

If I could turn back time,
I will never give up the working chance so stupidly.

If I could turn back time,
there' not need I'm writing this negative post.

so I have to wake up and open my eyes big big.
good morning! I am a sagittarius and I am strong! >:)
I believe good fortune will come in my way!
bless me.

till then,
cheers.
Joseph Yap, 2013.

true friends are found after so many years and conflicts and dramas!

friends!
so many of them!
so easy to get them!
but ask yourself!
who are your true friends?
who are your real friends?

after so many years!
after so many conflicts!
after so many dramas!
I've found mine. :)

true friends!
they are the best couple in your eyes!
they let you sleep in their office even the they don't own the shop!
they let you try free spa just tearing off them coupons in the office's drawer!
they happily wait for your arrival and listen to your bullshits!
they share their experiences and life stories with you no lies!
they will do their best to help you with no regret!
they will truly leading that helping hands and won't talk shit behind you!
they will wait your late ass and join dinner later!
they will help you buy your stickers with their credit card! (of cause I pay back on the spot!)
they will support your dream not just stand aside and talk and demanding you to accomplish something else!
they will teach you stuff which is really helpful in life!
they will update you with latest happening not just talk about boring shit again and again!
they always share new stuff with you!
they talk! they response!

and most of all, they love you no matter how crazy and evil you act.
because they know the real you,
deep in their heart.

here I give my toast to my best, true, friends,
Vince and CE.
may you both live happily ever after and all the good fortune always be with you!

till then,

cheers!

Joseph Yap, 2013.

please let it happen on me!

previously on father & son relationship.

ya ya ya previously happened a lot of family drama and shit in my house.
but thanks to those shit, it has bring me and my dad closer, I think.
well at least we've talking to each others way much more than it us to be!

I'm not saying that our relationship was bad or something, but maybe because of when I was really young, he work overseas in those ship as a foreman. he rarely come back and even if so, he came back quite late and will dash off to his next project real soon.

till the age of 12, I barely remember under the beam of chandelier (some rich house I forgot who),
happy laughter and such, that my family, the Yap family, has their own family business!
well it's kindda p&c will tell you guys later if we're close enough as a friend of mine. >:)

that moment we already had a house in port dickson, but the family business was base in my KL CITY.
have no choice, me, mom and my sister have to stay at PD and dad had to travel back and front.
every staurday night was the happiest night cause dad will come back from KL CITY and you'll never know what he'll bring back back then.

ok, enough of my childhood shit. come back now.
last night dad saw me "playing" with phones. my iphone and my old sony ericsson phones. (those were the days!) he asked what's the problem, I said my phone is old and those command problems has strike. too, I've told him about the battery problem. he just listen.

tonight he came home and tell me about phone prices and stuff! he even told me about those installment plan!
even dad's worried bout my phone now! feeling fucking useless now! :'(
ohh man on this moment I really pray! I pray to have a good job in my hand! so I can clear the debt I owns everyone!

hey you gods demons or who the fuck ever you are!
please bless me!
please bless me that I can get the latest job that I went for interview!
I'll even give up my evilness for this! (please keep some inside me cause I might need it somehow one day =\ )

please bless me with good fortune and good smooth life.
I'll thank you with al my heart! oh my god, oh my buddha, oh my allah, oh my what ever fuck in the universe!

till then,
that's all.

Joseph Yap, 2013.

spooks swag 2013.

Animangaki 2013 I'm prepared!

well today actually quite a happy day for me!
ohh hello again! haha just being emo just now, now I'm okay! *chameleon*

previously I've visited CF back in 2012.
I never feel that fire in my spirit before now I do!
I must join in this kind of community! more!
it's the easiest way to build fame up!
selling my stuff, disturbing fellow cosplayer and such! haha sounds fun ain't it?!

okay, back to Animangaki! x)
I heard of it some years before, friends even went without me. selfish motherfuckers! >:(
but no sweat! this year! I'm going by myself!
instead of going in and have fun, I'll be setting up a booth this year!
ohh sorry not by myself! with a team mate of mine! introducing Zoe Lua! :D

so nice of her sharing the page with me in facebook! :3
after some reading and downloaded the form, we've decided to team up!
yes yes we gonna sell some homemade stickers, posters, postcards, button badges and etc etc!
hoping this chance to build up my fame in the anime/manga community!

well if you're reading (I hope someone's reading, this blog is so silence....lol) this post and know about the event, come visit me!
I'll say hi! I'll shake hands! I'll maybe give you free goodies! trolololol! :D

happy happy ever so wanna be! haha!
hope I can make it!

till then,
cheers.
Joseph Yap, 2013.

words and conversation are hard to handle.

so simple to start a conversation,
so simple to use words.

chatting was easy,
chatting was about just typing.
you can't see the other's face,
you can't see how serious they are.

words are harsh,
words are prickly.
am I too sensitive I asked myself?
am I so serious I asked myself again.

I can't understand,
I can be good with some,
I can't understand,
I can't be good with some.

they say harsh words,
they started it all.
I never hold back,
I always punch back!

are such movement wrong?
are such movement makes me less weak?

I hate them words,
I hate it very much,
all I can do is end it at once.

stop the conversation,
stop all the typing.
close off the window,
and stay hatred on thee all.

that's how I roll,
that's how I act.
I respect those who respect me,
I despise those who act strong but actually so puny.
don't pull my tail unless you prepare a beast's rage.

that's how I roll,
that's how I act, puny humans.

till then,
cheers.
Joseph Yap, 2013.

505UBAH! we must change!

505UBAH!
we must change!
have you vote?
sadly I use to be a person who not into politic stuff and I not yet register! *grrr at myself*
but my spirits brings over to the voting area with my families and friends!
what ever it is, we must stay calm.
riot cant do shit.
all we can do now is wait for the results.
we shall seeeee!
must register after this....!!

cheers,
Joseph Yap, 2013.

My Ghost Adventure.

yes! eureka! it is formed! my own ever ghost adventure team!


like the name of my alter ego, I'm into spooks stuff.
ghost, spirits, supernatural, you name it, I like it!
fragile memory told me that when I've started to like them when I've watch Silent Hill the movie.
that was a good movie alright from game to a movie!
after that ever since, the spark of likeness start burning in me.

I've read books, listen different stories from time to time,
watched some movies and tv shows, all sort of information about them,
the other world!

I even did two project about them in my college moment. ha!
one I did in diploma, bring out the malaysian culture & festival: the hungry ghost festival,
one in degree, some book about seventh lunar month.

it was fun, I enjoyed it.

and the happiest moment was, I met some friends that like these stuff too!
likes, how deep do they likes I wonder. :p

aight skip the bullshit.
recently a besgt friend of mine has recovered and coming back.
he too a spooks fan! and yes I'ma form a team with him!
we gonna capture some photos or even video footage all around spooks place we could found!

I've invited a few, but sadly, most of them are chicken shit and "advice giver", which makes me feel lame.
there's one even hoes before bros! that's really making me mad on thier nonsence replied.
I know what I'm doing, I know where I'm going so let me be and when I'm famous don't tell others that you know me you coward mcchickenshit! >:p

till then, waiting for updates!
cheers,
Joseph Yap, 2013.