True Justice.
My name is Lunatic. I follow my own code of justice.
Friday, December 28, 2012
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
24 years of Christmas. 24 years of loneliness.
24 years old.
24 years of loneliness.
I couldn't help but wonder,
will others greet me like I greet them?
will others even think of greeting me
like what I did all night?
sending each and every fucking one
of them who still online?
will my artwork been likes?
will my artwork been seen?
will everything pay off in the end of the day?
I always told myself,
when the day I stand up high,
I will stay as cocky as ever.
I will not pay respect on you,
but I will make you pay respect
on Me.
Merry Christmas and happy new year.
Joseph Yap, 2012.
Friday, December 21, 2012
in the middle of the night I've done this for you.
shall I stop?
or shall I step on it further?
love is painful,
all the love is painful.
it is so painful that make you look like a fool
but that's what I always do.
why?
because pain is beautiful.
as same as you...
Joseph Yap, 2012.
Friday, December 7, 2012
preparing for Christmas eve!
Santa Claus is coming to town~
Sebastian Michaelis from Black Butler | Kuroshitsuji.
a drawing as a xmas present for a friend of mine.
quite like the coloring part using sharpie!
ohh gonna bring sharpies everywhere I go now! xD
Merry early Christmas 2012!
I wish for a long living and fuck you end of the world!
I will survive even everyone become zombies...even my loved one(s).... lol
peace out!
Joseph Yap, 2012.
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Monday, October 29, 2012
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Slenderman.
the slenderman!
true evidences? or just silly photoshoped photos?
true urban horror? or just simply bullshit?
you decided...!!
Friday, September 28, 2012
nausea and paranoid's spooks. (animated gif)
feeling uneasy lately.
so hot and so cold.
yes and no.
in and out.
up and down.
hope my effort pay in the end of the day....
Friday, September 21, 2012
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
graduation.
3 years has pass, and my study has done.
I silent down, and think back what I've done.
I've been good, I've been bad. well being bad is most of the time.
I've learn some, and I've teach some.
I share, I care, a little bit.
I can't be one of a kind,
but I'm learning to be one.
looking at the photos of friends,
for once, I feel jealousy.
so many friends I have,
so not many friends I have.
do I hate taking pictures?
no I don't.
do I hide at the corner of the pictures?
no I don't.
but so far, jealousy strike.
strike me while I viewing photos of friends,
after friends, after friends...
I got, some photos with others.
I got, but not much.
does this mean this is how you will be treat
when you chosen the path of solo?
I don't know.
I have no any fucking ideas about it.
but still,
looking at the smiles of friends,
I'm glad, I'm blessed.
I wish upon their success,
I pray upon they'll stay healthy.
but,
for the first time,
I feel sad.
on loneliness.
on solitariness...
by Joseph Yap, 2012
I silent down, and think back what I've done.
I've been good, I've been bad. well being bad is most of the time.
I've learn some, and I've teach some.
I share, I care, a little bit.
I can't be one of a kind,
but I'm learning to be one.
looking at the photos of friends,
for once, I feel jealousy.
so many friends I have,
so not many friends I have.
do I hate taking pictures?
no I don't.
do I hide at the corner of the pictures?
no I don't.
but so far, jealousy strike.
strike me while I viewing photos of friends,
after friends, after friends...
I got, some photos with others.
I got, but not much.
does this mean this is how you will be treat
when you chosen the path of solo?
I don't know.
I have no any fucking ideas about it.
but still,
looking at the smiles of friends,
I'm glad, I'm blessed.
I wish upon their success,
I pray upon they'll stay healthy.
but,
for the first time,
I feel sad.
on loneliness.
on solitariness...
by Joseph Yap, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
it's her. (part II)
under the same sun we study,
under the same roof of college we are in.
I saw her once, I saw her twice,
with friends she was,
with herself sometimes.
in her red checkered box shirt,
I never leave my eyes sight,
so sharp,
so catching my attention.
finally, but I can't remember how,
I manage to get closer to her.
had her email, had her chat room's allowed.
slowly and silently we chat,
complaints and comments we had.
I was a fool back then,
I never took it seriously.
I was seeing some other girls,
which really gives me sadness and sorrow
if I ever think back then.
times fly like midnight express,
the more I disturb her,
the more I found out that there's magic there.
finally I asked her out for a date,
a movie, a dinner on the very new year's eve of 2011.
I remember it was orange,
and I'm way too cool/cold for her she said,
well, seems like acting cool, isn't cool at all.
when the night has come,
I express how I feel.
I didn't tell her face to face,
I used the social network, and wait.
surprised , shocked, astonished
I think is how she felt,
she reply and said she was speechless.
so cute of her reply, so worry of my heart,
what if she says no?
what if she says yes?
I dare myself to take the answer.
in the end, she said:
"we shall see how things work,
not gonna stop it nor rush it, or anything :)"
do tell me folks,
does it mean a good way?
or does it mean nothing in a way?
I don't know that time,
but I'm glad she'll think about it at least.
what will goes on more I wonder
each and everyday of my life.
bitter sweet,
pretty handsome awkward.
by Joseph Yap Kim Sung, 2012.
under the same roof of college we are in.
I saw her once, I saw her twice,
with friends she was,
with herself sometimes.
in her red checkered box shirt,
I never leave my eyes sight,
so sharp,
so catching my attention.
finally, but I can't remember how,
I manage to get closer to her.
had her email, had her chat room's allowed.
slowly and silently we chat,
complaints and comments we had.
I was a fool back then,
I never took it seriously.
I was seeing some other girls,
which really gives me sadness and sorrow
if I ever think back then.
times fly like midnight express,
the more I disturb her,
the more I found out that there's magic there.
finally I asked her out for a date,
a movie, a dinner on the very new year's eve of 2011.
I remember it was orange,
and I'm way too cool/cold for her she said,
well, seems like acting cool, isn't cool at all.
when the night has come,
I express how I feel.
I didn't tell her face to face,
I used the social network, and wait.
surprised , shocked, astonished
I think is how she felt,
she reply and said she was speechless.
so cute of her reply, so worry of my heart,
what if she says no?
what if she says yes?
I dare myself to take the answer.
in the end, she said:
"we shall see how things work,
not gonna stop it nor rush it, or anything :)"
do tell me folks,
does it mean a good way?
or does it mean nothing in a way?
I don't know that time,
but I'm glad she'll think about it at least.
what will goes on more I wonder
each and everyday of my life.
bitter sweet,
pretty handsome awkward.
by Joseph Yap Kim Sung, 2012.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
it's her. (part I)
in white she dress,
her hair was short.
I can't help it,
but keep staring on.
dare I walk front to speak with her?
oh no, not that time,
I was too shy to ask,
I was to proud to lose.
she was a senior of mine,
I was still a dumb kid that time.
she pass by,
I stare, sometimes.
time goes by,
people moves on side by side.
what I've done for the previous life,
will it reanimated again this life?
people up there was so kind,
giving me chance to meet her again at college time.
I'm having my graphic and multimedia design,
she's into her art performing course.
so far, but so close,
almost we're in the same field.
by Joseph Yap Kim Sung, 2012.
her hair was short.
I can't help it,
but keep staring on.
dare I walk front to speak with her?
oh no, not that time,
I was too shy to ask,
I was to proud to lose.
she was a senior of mine,
I was still a dumb kid that time.
she pass by,
I stare, sometimes.
time goes by,
people moves on side by side.
what I've done for the previous life,
will it reanimated again this life?
people up there was so kind,
giving me chance to meet her again at college time.
I'm having my graphic and multimedia design,
she's into her art performing course.
so far, but so close,
almost we're in the same field.
by Joseph Yap Kim Sung, 2012.
Monday, September 3, 2012
Thought.
new month,
new moon has began.
Has I not made my decision?
Has I not yet see what's in front of me?
These thoughts,
these dreams that I dreamt,
will they come true?
will they happen one day?
I'm tired,
for travelling so far to class.
I'm tired,
for travelling so for to work.
I'm tired,
hearing lies and seeing fake expression.
Dare I walk away this life, you ask?
Nope, I am not a suicidal.
I promise a lot in this life
and I must make it come true one day.
One day,
but when, I wonder...
I'm tired,
of people asking question,
of answering the same question but
asked by different people.
I'm tired,
of growing up.
shall I name it burden?
Or shall I call it a duty?
I really hope that
someone out there can give me a real answer,
not bullshit,
not lecture,
but true answer.
I've tried walking the solo path,
I've done things my way,
but it seems still fragile.
Negative I've become lately.
Sad I've become lately.
I really need an answer for these thoughts.
by Joseph Yap Kim Sung, 2012.
new moon has began.
Has I not made my decision?
Has I not yet see what's in front of me?
These thoughts,
these dreams that I dreamt,
will they come true?
will they happen one day?
I'm tired,
for travelling so far to class.
I'm tired,
for travelling so for to work.
I'm tired,
hearing lies and seeing fake expression.
Dare I walk away this life, you ask?
Nope, I am not a suicidal.
I promise a lot in this life
and I must make it come true one day.
One day,
but when, I wonder...
I'm tired,
of people asking question,
of answering the same question but
asked by different people.
I'm tired,
of growing up.
shall I name it burden?
Or shall I call it a duty?
I really hope that
someone out there can give me a real answer,
not bullshit,
not lecture,
but true answer.
I've tried walking the solo path,
I've done things my way,
but it seems still fragile.
Negative I've become lately.
Sad I've become lately.
I really need an answer for these thoughts.
by Joseph Yap Kim Sung, 2012.
Monday, August 27, 2012
Pride...?
recently, I've graduated. yea yea, happy me, joining the working life sucking that my souls out. = =
I've been really missing the moment in my study life. from diploma to degree, damn, so beautiful, so fun, so much of excitement...!! ohh well, guess gotta life goes on!
and yea, our Debbie, ex-lecturer of mine has posted a link for us to take part in a competition.
(read it yourself what's the info about, I lazy to explain :p)
know more on this link: http://www.youthstoday.com/py/graphic
vote for me on this link: http://www.youthstoday.com/py/graphic_image/1143
so! I need you who reading my blog vote for me! (is there anyone who really will read my blog...?LOL) it's a daily voting shit so don't stop till 2nd of September ya! your vote shows support me, a lot! x)
below is my design, simple stuff, hope y'all like it!
peace out!
I've been really missing the moment in my study life. from diploma to degree, damn, so beautiful, so fun, so much of excitement...!! ohh well, guess gotta life goes on!
and yea, our Debbie, ex-lecturer of mine has posted a link for us to take part in a competition.
(read it yourself what's the info about, I lazy to explain :p)
know more on this link: http://www.youthstoday.com/py/graphic
vote for me on this link: http://www.youthstoday.com/py/graphic_image/1143
so! I need you who reading my blog vote for me! (is there anyone who really will read my blog...?LOL) it's a daily voting shit so don't stop till 2nd of September ya! your vote shows support me, a lot! x)
below is my design, simple stuff, hope y'all like it!
peace out!
Monday, August 6, 2012
I did this before!
wahahaha! had fun with the animation system in photoshop! :D
get the artwork in some fans art page, (BLEACH!!!!)
so decided to play around with it...!!
come out, pretty good ain't it? enjoy!
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
sorry I cannot hear you I'm kindda busy...!!
yes! I did it!
I'm a Gaga fans myself, and I always wanna make a drawing of her.
and this time, I did it!
the song Telephone kindda catchy, but what I like most was her stud jacket!
it's just fucking awesome!! maybe I shall get one for myself one day...!!
till then! Gaga fans 4ever! love you lot lot mother monster!!
peace out!!
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Monday, May 28, 2012
My Best!
Finally!
here come the end of my degree life!
these are the chosen artwork of mine in the year 3 life.
it's for the sequence 2012's booklet.
and yes, I feel proud for myself, for my friends, and for those who
I fought along within this college life.
appreciate and unforgettable. :)
Thursday, May 24, 2012
I Am The Sephora Man!
hahahaha! having fun with a building sculptures project of a friend!
had fun in the class, had fun int the making of GIF file! :D
#degreelife #degreework #friend #class #sephora
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
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Thursday, February 16, 2012
college year 3 degree's project: typefoundry promotional publicity
flyer/pamphlet's cover.
flyer/pamphlet's inner page, information about the flyer/pamphlet.
flyer/pamphlet's inner page.
model: John Tan
photographer: Joseph Yap Jospooky Takeshi
flyer/pamphlet's inner page.
model: Loke Mickey
photographer: Joseph Yap Jospooky Takeshi
flyer/pamphlet's inner page.
model: Rui Yi
photographer: Joseph Yap Jospooky Takeshi
flyer/pamphlet's back cover.
yes! this is my degree year 3's first project work!
I've choose the playful theme for this flyer/pamphlet.
I love fonts and vector art a lot.
this time I'm glad that I can combine them together.
and this time I've also used a lil time to go out shooting again.
it was fun, the photo shooting section.
in the gym, in the coffee house, and in the park.
a good experiences for me.
enjoy! :)
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
happy chinese new year 2012!
this year!
the year of dragon!
I am!
the 1988! :D
wishing the world getting more beautiful and
life goes on anything goes!
find the secret chinese word if you can!
waa-taa!
the year of water dragon!
never forget the true legend!
the best! Mr.Bruce Lee!
R.I.P
Saturday, January 7, 2012
O Death.
never stop loving all the supernatural stuff around me, around the world, even if it's fiction. this is a song introduce by a friend of mine, Caelan Chee. it's one of the OST by Jen Titus, for the Supernatural tv series, introducing one of the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, Death. the song suit the character himself in the tv series, and Caelan and me think that he's the coolest horsemen among four.
wanna know more about them four, click here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Horsemen_of_the_Apocalypse
here, is the lyrics.
Oh, Death, оh Death, oh Death,
Won't you spare me over til another year
But what is this, that I cant see
with ice cold hands taking hold of me
When God is gone and the Devil takes hold,
who will have mercy on your soul
Oh, Death, оh Death, oh Death,
No wealth, no ruin, no silver, no gold
Nothing satisfies me but your soul
Oh, Death,
Well I am Death, none can excel,
I'll open the door to heaven or hell.
Oh, Death, оh Death,
my name is Death and the end ïs here...
Thursday, January 5, 2012
belated greet for new year!
here's a little something for the belated new year greet!
happy new year!
happy 2012!
fuck all the bullshit about end of the world = =
it ain't gonna happen. why?
because I FUCKING SAY SO! :p
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